HELLO 2013

Photo taken from the LEGO Facebook Page


Happy New Year!

Personally, I'm very happy. I'm not usually a fan of the new year but this one is different. After a long, trying, and challenging 2012, all I wanted was a fresh start. Here we are. TWENTY. THIRTEEN.

Resolutions? I'm not into those but I do want to shed off some unwanted fat and pounds. Seriously. I also want to write more here. I forgot how relaxing it was!

If I can share something I read earlier today, the article was about 5 easy resolutions and 2 out of those things hit me. 

1. Be a little kinder.

It really doesn't hurt to smile, say please, or say thank you. The world can really use a lot of positivity. We should be happy! The Mayans got it wrong and the world didn't end. This year, why not be kind? Like what Conan O' Brien said, when you work hard and you're kind, amazing things will happen. So I'm asking you guys nicely, please do me the favor of being a little kinder in 2013.

2. Pray more.

I'll admit and won't beat around the bush. I don't pray as often anymore. Most of the time I'm really tired and go straight to sleep. I forget to pray. I realized that I pray when I need something and that's wrong. 2012 made me pray less and I want to change that. Whatever your religion is, it's always good to pray. Like what my Lola stressed all the time, we should pray for the country and one another.

With that, I wish everyone all the best in 2013! Have a great year ahead guys!

- JIGGY
 Thank you to New York Times for this wonderful review of The Glimmering Room:

 http://www.nytimes.com/2013/01/01/books/poems-on-mortality-by-c-k-williams-and-cynthia-cruz.html?_r=0

Happy New Year's Eve!

Hi everyone!

I hope you will have a safe new year's eve whether you are partying with your friends, spending time with family, or spending it alone (ehem).
As for new year's resolutions, all I have is three things:
-Keep my room organized.
-Start a daily journal and to write even during uneventful days. Writing "I'm bored" over and over is OKAY.
-Spend more time with mom.

I have a fourth one but I don't know if I'll succeed or if I would have the motivation to try: WORK OUT.

So, what are YOUR resolutions? Let me know in the comments!

Sinapupunan (2012)









Sinapupunan (Brillante Mendoza, 2012)
International Title: Thy Womb

Sinapupunan (Thy Womb) opens with a woman giving birth. Shaleha (Nora Aunor), a midwife, accompanied by her husband Bangas-an (Bembol Roco), assists the soon-to-be-mother in delivering her child. Shaleha then routinely requests for the baby’s umbilical cord. She brings the keepsake from the afternoon home, hangs it alongside all the other cords she has collected from the many mothers she helped. The hanging cords in her home are ostensibly a record of her noble profession. Ironically, it also serves as a painful reminder of the one nagging imperfection of her marriage with her husband, which is her inability to bear children for him. Nature has fated her with infertility. However, her culture has given her the opportunity to remedy it. By finding another suitable wife for her husband, she is able to fulfil what for her is the most essential of her familial duties.

Mendoza strips the film of most external conflicts, concentrating instead on the nuances of infertile Shaleha’s relationship with her husband as she sets out to find a second wife for her husband to bear a child for him. Set in Tawi-Tawi, the Philippines’ southernmost isles which have become infamous for being torn by warring government and Muslim secessionist forces, the film valiantly avoids sensationalizing war and instead delves into the human condition of a people who have grown accustomed to military presence. At one point, a wedding dance is abruptly stalled by violence. When the shock and confusion dissipates, the dance continues, almost as if nothing happened. Mendoza has effectively created a believable world wherein military conflict has weaved itself into the culture by sheer familiarity.

Sinapupunan indulges in its depiction both nature and culture. Mendoza does not hide his fascination, relentlessly breaking his storytelling to make way for gorgeous images of endless seascapes and colorful tradition. He takes time revelling at whale sharks under the sea, or turtles’ eggs hidden dearly beneath Tawi-Tawi’s remote beaches. He stages elaborate Muslim ceremonies and rituals. Surprisingly, the film never feels as if it is treading too closely to exoticizing its subject locale. The overt visualization of both nature and culture seems essential to Mendoza’s goals of exploring the interactions of culture and nature and the people who rely heavily on them for both sustenance and identity.

Henry Burgos’ screenplay is admirably spare. It is unafraid of being judged not by the lyricism of the words spoken by the depicted ordinary folk, but by the measured silence. It allows the couple’s relationship to simmer, to take root, to emotionally attach to the peering audience, before exposing the fissures that will unavoidably grow bigger. It masterfully orchestrates heartbreak, without any hint of artifice or machination. It gives Mendoza enough breathing room to scrutinize the world, which he does so without hardly any hesitation.

Aunor, who has been absent from Philippine cinema for several years despite being renowned as one of its living acting treasures, is the film’s beating heart. Her dutiful portrayal of Shaleha is both spontaneous and intelligent. She cleverly interacts with her surroundings, not as an actress inhabiting a role but as a human being naturally reacting to very real scenarios. When the film requires silence, she makes use of her eyes, which seamlessly hypnotize the audience to believe her character’s plight and sacrifice.

Sinapupunan is observably quainter, tamer, and more mannered than Mendoza’s previous works. However, it still resonates with the same removed yet still potent anger that only an artist who wants to depict truth from a distance can evoke. The film ends with more questions than answers, as it has to. The story, which is essentially the film’s element that begs for a proper ending, is but a tool for Mendoza to frame the grand ironies that afflict humanity. When Shaleha asks for that final umbilical cord, she has finally severed the tie that has severely burdened her. We can only cry because we are also human.

(Cross-published in Twitch.)

2012 Recap

I'll be honest, it was a hard 2012 for me. I was tired often but that doesn't remove the fact that there were happy and memorable moments during the year. I'll give a rundown in no particular order.

So to cut to the chase...

5 Peat

This one was extra sweet. 2006 was the worst loss for me as a fan and loyalist of the Blue Eagles. It's Ateneo first and the Celtics second for me. Sorry to the UST fans but taking the 5 peat was extra special for me and my batchmates. Coach Norman is the bomb! Kiefer played phenomenally this season and it's worth remembering. This 5 Peat was for JC, Macky, Doug, and the whole graduating batch of 2007. Thanks to Coach Norman and the guys, this made a lot of us very happy!

3 Years


I'm not into the whole PDA thing that much honestly. But I have to brag that I have the coolest best friend in my girlfriend. Misha is just awesome. I can't ask for anything more. Really. She's taught me so much but more importantly, she has made me less uptight and more adventurous over the last 3 years. Sweet, Beautiful, Kind, and all the other positive adjectives rolled into one, that's Misha. She knows me too well and that's one of her best talents in our relationship. She's the commander! Haha!


San Diego 2012 


It's still the happiest place on earth for me and I'd go back every time if I can. San Diego is heaven for any fan of Pop Culture. It's just a bit sad that it's more of a Pop Con than a Comic-Con but still, it's a happy place to be in. Ask any comic book fan who has been there, I'm sure they'd say that they'll go back again and again and again. People who ask me "Comic-Con nanaman!?", they'll never understand.

The Avengers / The Dark Knight Rises


Comic fans were treated to fantastic movies in 2012. Marvel's The Avengers and The Dark Knight Rises. Seriously, both awesome and I was VERY VERY HAPPY. Both are in different leagues but both were just made of awesome. Though a number weren't too happy with TDKR, I was still very much happy with it. Really loved how Nolan ended it. For the Avengers, it was the movie every geek was waiting for and boy oh boy did it deliver. The movie gave so many geek out moments from the unveiling of the SHIELD Hellicarrier to Loki being tossed around like a pansy by the Hulk. Who can complain?

Meeting awesome comic book people (Millar / Vaughan / Cebulski)

Mark Millar wearing my glasses 

       
Brian K. Vaughan - DAMN.


BEST. GUY. EVER. (CB CEBULSKI)

Now most people aren't comic fans but meeting all these people in one year was insane. Mark Millar wearing your glasses? That doesn't happen every day. Meeting BKV? Once in a blue moon. Meeting CB Cebulski and finding out he's the most awesome guy? Priceless.

It's not every day that you get to talk to your idols and heroes. This year was extra special that I got to meet these guys. I even got a special mention on Millar's blog! Thanks to National Book Store for giving me the opportunity to meet Mr. Millar and Mr. Cebulski! 


A real life Celtic


Now this was made possible thanks to my awesome brother who works for the most awesome magazine. RAJON RONDO. Me and my brother are probably two of the biggest and passionate Celtics fans in the country so this moment was priceless. Jonty had a great interview with the man and I got to shake the hand of a Celtic Legend. Though 2012 hasn't been good for the C's, I know they'll bounce back next year. Watch out haters. Never count out my Celtics!

New York with my bro


Brotherly Bonding. It can be chaotic and fun at the same time. NYC is still the coolest place to be in. Surprisingly, we never fought during this trip and that's what made it memorable for me. "Walang basagan ng trip" was the motto. I don't say shiz, he doesn't say shiz. Finally getting to try Shake Shack just proved that I found the best burger. 

Family Trips



This year was significant in terms of family bonding. A few days ago, the 4 of us Cruzes travelled together that it was just us 4 after so many years. It was fun family time for us. Food tripping, blind leading the blind, and taking so many photos. It was a great end to 2012. Also, it was the first time that me and my mom travelled together that it was just us 2. Mother and Son time in Malaysia. I've travelled with my Dad that it was just us 2. I also travelled with Jonty that it was just us 2. It was fun travelling with my mom plus it was cool since she's never been to Malaysia before. Good times for family time.

Surprise Birthday Party


I got the surprise of my life on the eve of my birthday thanks to Misha. No one has ever given me  a surprise party before and Misha pulled it off! She didn't think I was surprised but I was genuinely happy and surprised that she knocked it out of the park. She even had this amazing cake made. Person making the cake asked how many candles to put. 3? 4? 5? Misha goes "Um... 27?" That's one for the books!

Launching the Genio



I'm extra proud I got to launch the automatic Dolce Gusto machines. I bought a Black Genio for myself and it stands happily on my desk at work. It serves me excellent coffee every time. I usually have 3 a day. Seriously, I talked to people who own this baby and they totally love it! It's just too cool for a coffee machine.

======================================================================

Whatever 2013 has in store, I'm confident it's gonna be better. I'm sorry for not blogging that often in 2012. I was just way too busy. But hey, 2013 is a new chapter! I look forward to posting here more often.

Have a great year ahead guys! All the best to you and your families!

Argentina: New ID's for 1,720 transgender individuals since 2012 law; 5,839 same-sex marriages since 2010 law


In 2010 Argentina became the first Latin American nation to adopt a nation-wide marriage equality law.

This summer, Argentina continued its bid to become the most LGBT-friendly country in the world when it also passed what some call the most progressive gender identity law in the world.

The law requires the public health system to provide adequate health services for transgender individuals and grants them the right to change their name and gender designation on government ID's without having to show proof of gender reassignment surgery or a psychological diagnosis.

[In July I wrote about an extraordinary ceremony in which President Critsina Fernandez de Kirchner publicly and personally handed out the first new ID's processed under the law to a number of transgender leaders].

On Thursday the daily newspaper La Nación took a look at both laws and their impact since their passage and spoke to LGBT-rights advocates about what's next for the movement after these amazing victories.

Marriage equality: According to La Nación the latest government records indicate that 5,839 couples have gotten married in Argentina since the marriage equality law went into effect in July of 2010 with the bulk of them taking place in Buenos Aires and surrounding communities. When ranked per capita, other regions also stand out including Mendoza with 389 weddings (at 22.37 per 100,000 inhabitants), Santa Fé with 664 (20.79/100K) and Córdoba with 632 (19.10/100K).

The national number also includes five foreign couples who traveled to Argentina to get married after a March 2012 ruling by a Santa Fé court allowing foreign nationals to get married under Argentine law. The Argentine LGBT Federation says that they are aware of another 50 foreign couples who have registered to get married in 2013 and say that there is a waiting list for other tourists wishing to do the same.

In an article published earlier this month by UPI they put the numbers of same-sex couples married in Buenos Aires at 1,030 - which is lower than La Nacion's numbers by almost 400 couples - but that might just indicate that they were looking at earlier official estimates. Interestingly they note that of those 1,030 marriages only 191 took place in the first half of 2012 indicating a steep decrease in recent same-sex marriages in the nation's capital.

Gender identity law: As reflected by the graphic above 1,720 Argentine individuals have processed changes to their official identification records to reflect their current name and gender representation (there is an interactive version of the graphic on La Nación's webpage which also includes a separate graphic for same-sex marriages).

Those blue dots represent the per capita ranking of each region and what particularly striking is that there have been transgender individuals who have sought official recognition of their identity even in the most conservative areas of the nation.

La Nación also notes that there are only two hospitals in the entire nation accredited to perform gender reassignment surgeries which has resulted in months-long waiting lines for individuals who want to undergo gender reassignment surgery. Indeed, one of the pending challenges LGBT-rights advocates express in the piece is to expand the number of medical centers and staff accredited to provide health care to transgender individuals.

UPDATE: On December 14, 2012, Argentina's Ministry of Interior and Transportation said that all transgender permanent resident immigrants and refugees would also be covered by the gender identity law.  Additional information on the immigrant-friendly aspect of the policy can be found here.

Pending challenges: Combating bullying in schools & lifting a blood donation ban on gay and bisexual men: As LGBT-rights advocates turn their sights on 2013, they tell La Nación that there are two short-term goals.

First, they would like to work with legislators to develop and present an anti-bullying law that would penalize persecution and harassment of students based on their sexual identity and, second, they would like to put an end to discriminatory policies that bar gay and bisexual men from donating blood.

Second, in November of this year the the lower chamber of congress voted to lift a ban on blood donations by gay and bisexual men by an overwhelming vote of 158 in favor, 2 against and 4 abstentions.  A priority for LGBT-rights advocates will be to secure enough votes for a Senate vote expected to take place in March or April of 2013.

If passed and signed into law, Argentina would follow Mexico as the second country in the American continent to lift blood donor restrictions on gay and bisexual men.  The Mexican restrictions were lifted just last week.

Related:
Reactions:

    Pink Spotlight (21): Holiday Haul

    Hi everyone!

    I hope you had a wonderful holiday! What are you all doing to ring in the new year? Any resolutions? Let me know in the comments after you watch the video below! Enjoy!


    Holiday Update

    Hi everyone!

    How was your holidays so far? Got any good presents? I'm still on holiday vacation so I'm sorry for the lack of posts.

    What to expect soon:
    -Pink Spotlight (21) - I will highlight all the gifts I've received as well as some extra items I've acquired during my time with my family.

    You can expect that on Sunday! Anything else, we'll play by ear.

    So, are you all ready to start the new year? What are your plans?

    Arianne

    Melodrama Negra (2012)









    Melodrama Negra (Maribel Legarda, 2012)

    Like Loy Arcenas, Maribel Legarda has several years’ worth of theater experience to guide her first foray into filmmaking. Unlike Arcenas, whose first film is from an original screenplay by Rody Vera, Legarda chose to adapt for the screen an award-winning stageplay by Allan Lopez. Interestingly, Nino, Arcenas’ first film embraces theatricality, limiting most of its moments within the striking dialogues spewed by the characters with such exaggerated extravagance. Legarda’s Melodrama Negra, on the other hand, abandons theatricality in favor of gloss, spectacle and other cinematic excesses. Remnants of the material and Legarda’s stage roots linger, creating an uneasy mix of both theatrical and cinematic excesses.

    Melodrama Negra opens with three wandering ghosts (Gee Canlas, Gerald Napoles and Bong Cabrera), wondering what they need to do to move on. Through flashbacks, their respective lives, all of which are typical sob stories designed primarily to grant humanity to those who are no longer human, are revealed. Their deaths are conveniently connected to the individual stories of the film’s living characters: an good-hearted thug (Gerhard Acao) who falls for a prostitute (Sheng Belmonte), a group of high school sociopaths (Nicco Manalo, Cindy Garcia, Ria Garcia) who stage the kidnapping of a congressman’s son and his girlfriend, and their respective respectable parents who have hidden monstrosities. Legarda fervently weaves the stories together, crafting a light-hearted and mostly cinematic take on the innate darkness of humanity.

    Eskrimadors-director Kerwin Go turns cinematographer here, giving the material a palatable-enough look, appropriating for the material just enough polish to drown the bleakness. Myke Salomon’s musical score gives the picture a likable upbeat feel. Overall, Melodrama Negra has the tone of a genuine crowd-pleaser. Its humor is amiable. Its drama is relatively efficient.

    Legarda is clearly in the business of entertaining. However, it is that eagerness to entertain that bars the film from being nothing more than a well-crafted offbeat caper. The film’s morbid impressions are nothing more than embellishments that serve the purpose of satisfying a curiosity or the need to be different. Its descent to the darkness of men feels false, unable to linger beyond the four corners of the darkened theater.

    Melodrama Negra stands out when it doesn’t overreach, when it remains grounded, exploring emotions and relationships that are elementarily human. It leaps when it bares the grief of a drag queen who laments his foster son’s death through an impromptu ballad sung among friends. It flies when it exposes a sister’s concern for her younger sister who is traumatized by their sexually abusive father. It radiates when it tells the blossoming romance between a misunderstood bodyguard and his master’s favorite hooker. Unfortunately, these very human scenes are but half of the experience. The rest is enveloped in tolerable but ultimately forgettable artifice, the same artifice that can only work on stage, where the props, the acting, the lighting, and the sets are as large and as loud as the convolutions of Lopez’s theater-bound material.

    (Cross-published in Twitch.)

    Mexico lifts gay and bisexual blood donor ban

    A little noticed Mexican health norm first approved in August and then published in the country's regulatory Official Federation Diary on October 26th has gone into effect today essentially doing away with a two-decade ban on blood donations from gay and bisexual men, reports Animal Político.

    The old norm (NOM 003-SSA2) explicitly banned gay and bisexual men from donating blood based on their "practices" and their "increased probability of acquiring HIV or hepatitis infection".

    The new norm (NOM 253) eliminates specific bans on gay and bisexual men and instead bans blood donations from people with HIV or hepatitis and their partners and people who engage in "risky sexual practices" regardless of their sexual identity.

    In the new blood donor norms "risky sexual practices" are defined as those that may include "contact or exchange of blood, sexual secretions or other bodily secretions between someone who might have a transmittable disease and areas of another person's body through which an infectious agent might be able to penetrate."

    The United States and a number of Latin American countries which include Argentina, Chile and Colombia have been mulling lifting similar longstanding bans that have been in effect since the HIV/AIDS crisis broke through decades ago.

    If this report is correct, Mexico might be the first country in the American continent to lift such a ban.

    UPDATE 1 (Dec. 26, 2012): The National Council to Prevent Discrimination (CONAPRED) has released a statement confirming these reports and saluting the new regulations as a step forward in eliminating discrimination.

    In the statement, the governmental body applauds the move to base blood donor criteria on risk factors rather than on discriminatory perceptions about certain social groups. Here is a translated excerpt from the statement:
    The previous NOM contained several explicitly discriminatory requirements that kept people from donating blood based on their sexual preference or orientation; instead, from now on, medical/scientific criteria will be used to identify pathogens in the blood and the focus will be turned to risky behaviors rather than social groups.
    In making these discriminatory distinctions, the [previous] norm explicitly violated the prohibition against discrimination present in the Constitution and the Federal Law to Prevent and Eliminate Discrimination, as well as Article 24 of the American Convention on Human Rights and Article 26 of the International Civil and Political Rights Treaty, among other international instruments of law, which establish that every person is equal before the law regardless of any condition.
    In closing, the agency vows to engage administrative and medical entities to make them aware of the new regulations and train them so that the new policy is promptly adopted in order to eradicate the stigma and discrimination contained in the previous norm.

    UPDATE 2 (Dec. 28, 2012): GEN, an online site that focuses on genetic engineering and biotechnology, notes concerns raised by CONAPRED that a separate section of the new norm might still discriminate against a group of people. From GEN's article:
    The previous NOM requirements explicitly excluded people who could donate blood based on sexual preferences or orientation or even social status, according to Mexico’s National Council to Prevent Discrimination (Conapred), which also points out that despite this progress, there is still a degree of discrimination in the wording in the new NOM ruling. Specifically, subsection 6.10.6.1, Point J, excludes people on a temporary basis from donating blood "[who have] been hospitalized for more than 72 consecutive hours in penal or mental illness. The organization maintains that this subsection stigmatizes prison populations and people with mental disabilities.
    Related:
    Reactions:

      Philippine Film Awards, in a Rotten Nutshell










      Philippine Film Awards, in a Rotten Nutshell
      by Francis Joseph A. Cruz

      It is quite strange that for a country whose movie industry is reportedly dying, the number of film award-giving bodies is actually growing. During the 50’s, which is considered by many as the first Golden Age of the Philippine film because of the number of films that were being produced, there was only one award that film producers were aspiring for. That was the FAMAS Award, a statue fashioned after the then immaculate figure of Rosa Rosal. Unknown to many, the FAMAS, which now populates many conversations as an idiom for anybody’s ability to cry buckets at will (“pang-FAMAS ang acting”), was actually the product of the Maria Clara Awards, then the sole award-giving body in the country, being criticized for being irrelevant, being given out only by film writers and not artisans. Even back then in the golden years, back when film was film and directors and other filmmakers were actually well-fed and well-known, there were already power struggles in the award-giving business.

      Fast-forward to what is now being brashly considered as the third Golden Age of the Philippine film because of the proliferation of indies that now populate many international film festivals, FAMAS is now a mere shadow of its former glory. Other award-giving bodies have taken its place, grabbed its prestige, and shared in its controversies. FAMAS has been ridden with intrigues, beginning with the untimely revocation of its corporate papers by the Securities and Exchange Commission, which caused confusion and uncertainty in its leadership and more importantly, in the yearly ceremony.

      The yearly ceremony is of immense importance for these award-giving bodies. The ceremony is their cash cow, their claim to fame, their members’ grand opportunity to hobnob with the stars. How else would they lure papaya and placenta soap companies to pay thousands of pesos to sponsor ridiculous awards whose only criterion is attendance? How else would they land a spot and perhaps a glittery black and white photo in the broadsheets and TV Patrol’s showbiz corner? How else can they claim relevance?

      The Film Academy of the Philippines, an organization tasked by an actual executive order to be the umbrella organization for the various film guilds, gets into the mix with their own awards, the Luna. The Luna is of course the official counterpart of the United States’ Oscars. However, unlike the Oscars which seems to welcome and award films and filmmakers outside its sphere of influence, the Luna is predominantly an industry affair, oblivious to the achievements of the indies who are swimming in the margins of the moneymaking industry. Nominations to indie films are rare. Actual awards to indie films seem non-existent, limited to those with mainstream backing.

      The Luna’s alter-ego is the Urian. If the Luna shuns independent filmmakers because they have no clout with the guilds, the Urian seems to live in an imaginary world where only indies are shown in the malls. Mainstream films are hardly ever nominated, even for the awards covering technical craftsmanship, which is admittedly the Achilles’ Heel of the indies, as professed by many write-ups circulating in the net. The Urian, however, is really a private affair and their decisions are reflective not of the pulse of the masses but of the individual politics and taste of the members. A quick look at any year’s roster of nominations would reveal surprises that would raise accusations of lack of taste and abundance of liberties. Perhaps the most glaring of the accusations would be that the members of the Manunuri have become so out of touch of what is current, they no longer watch films in the theaters and only wait for screeners to reach their lap. Despite the accusations, the Urian remains to be the country’s most believable awards. Whether or not they are now only riding on the prestige of what was a very glorious past is really another question.

      The Young Critics’ Circle, the younger (although not-so-young, really) counterpart of the Manunuri, revels in the boldness of their choices. They limit their pickings to a very few films and they give out their awards to what seems to be the most obscure nominee. It is all good, considering the fact that the most satisfying role of critics is not to tell the people what should be watched but to champion a criminally ignored gem. However, very little is written and read. The awards given out by the critics’ groups are lazy counterparts to actual writing. Instead of coming out with an article explaining the merits of a little-seen film, everything is summed up in two insignificant words: Best Picture.

      Then there are the awards given out by the press, the Star Awards and the Golden Screen Awards, again, a break-away group. The Star Awards gives a separate prize for indies, in their effort to bring awareness to the marginalized film sector. However, the name of those awards (Best Movie of the Year, Digital Movie Director of the Year, etc.) only exposes their cluelessness about filmmaking. Interestingly, they also have the most categories, probably in an effort to please and brush the egos of the most number of moneyed film producers, performers, and craftsmen. The awards only confirm that the press commits to what it does best: to gravitate towards the glitz and glamour and be satisfied as subservient stooges of the industry.

      Just last year, the Philippines produced a number of Best Pictures. The Urian crowned Alvin Yapan’s Ang Sayaw ng Dalawang Kaliwang Paa (Dance of Two Left Feet). The YCC lauded Adolfo Alix, Jr.’s Haruo. The Golden Screens were given to Marlon Rivera’s Ang Babae sa Septic Tank (The Woman in the Septic Tank) and Loy Arcenas’ Nino. The Star Awards, The FAMAS, the Luna, and the Star Awards were unanimous in awarding Manila Kingpin: The Asiong Salonga Story. The Star Awards Digital Movie of the Year is Paul Soriano’s Thelma. It has become sordidly confusing, really.

      In Antoinette Jadaone’s Six Degrees of Separation from Lilia Cuntapay (which got nominated by the Urian), Peque Gallaga summarized the practical value of these awards, given the fact that they raise the artists’ value and gives them a little bit more attention, comfort and pay. However, with the various ulterior motives of the award-giving bodies themselves, and the controversies, and the accusations, the criticisms, the surprises and snobs, do these awards still matter: to the producers and employers, who are struggling to make money in a market that is fascinated with Hollywood? To the public, who are more interested who won Star of the Night, or most most-dressed, or best smile? To the historians, who will eventually think there’s just too many of these awards for them to make a dent in the timeline of Philippine cinema? There are just too many question to answer, so I suggest, we just sit back, relax, and enjoy the circus show.

      (First published in Supreme, Philippine Star as "The seedy underworld of award-giving bodies," 15 September 2012.)

      Happy Holidays!

      Hi everyone! I hope you all have a wonderful holidays with your family. I will be spending it with my family, possibly going shopping (again). We'll see how it works. I'll be back with a new post on December 26 :)

      Let me know in the comments what foods you ate and what gifts you've received!

      Arianne

      Venta en Madrid

      Pasad a verme!!!!

      Pink Spotlight (20): Pink+Books = Me + :)


      Hi everyone! I hope you liked my little math equation in the title! This week, I've got a video and some pictures of what I've gotten this week. Wow, I feel like this week was already Christmas!

      Thank you to Erin Knightley for such an awesome collection of books! I think it's divine intervention that I won the Pink and Purple book pack :D


      I went shopping with my Mom and we went to Bath and Body Works to replenish our stock for the year. I seriously have 9 bottles of full-sized lotion now, 2 mini lotions, and 3 mini shower gels. The full-sized lotion, in my opinion, would last me the entire 2013! A couple weeks ago, I posted my favorite bath and body works products. I was able to buy three new ones from that list: Japanese Cherry Blossom, Cashmere Glow, and Love Love Love :)


      mini shower gels - JCB is the one I currently use - AMAZING lather and smell :)
      Next I have three books I won from another Facebook Release Party giveaway :) Thanks to Chris Marie Green for beautiful signed books and lots of swags!




      Finally, I have Sourcebooks to thank for this next book. I requested a print copy for review and they sent it right over! Thanks Danielle from Sourcebooks! My review of this book will go up late February or early March.


      Short Film: Bear Patrol

      Hi everyone! As you may or may not know, acting is my chosen career. I'm still working on my craft and it's been exciting to be able to improve. Last semester in the spring, I was able to be in an on-camera acting class. What you will see here was our final film. I've gotten a lot better during the fall, but I hope you enjoy watching me make a fool of myself!


      Holiday Template

      Hi everyone! I hope you like my new holiday template! I am in love with it, partly because it is pink and purple! Let me know what you think in the comments. When you're done with that, check out my Christmas Tag below!

      Arianne


      Christmas Tag

      Hi everyone! It's just a couple more days before Christmas! Are you as excited as I am?! I've been waiting for this moment since October :) I've been listening to Christmas music since before Halloween :)

      This tag was from Secret Diary of a Fashion Journalist. I like tags and the questions in this one seemed easy enough so I thought I would participate :) Let's get started!

      Favorite thing about Christmas
      I just love the vibe that Christmas brings. Everyone seems to love each other and I just get a warm feeling inside whenever Christmas is here. Of course, I also love the presents ;)

      Favorite makeup look for the season
      I basically wear a neutral look every single day, except if I feel like doing darker shades when I just use gray shades. I'm not very adventurous with colors on my eyes anymore.


      Real or Fake tree
      I prefer fake. I like them better. I've never seen a real tree before so I wouldn't really know what they're like. I do know that they shed. I wouldn't want extra things to clean up, so I'll stick with the fake tree.


      Giving or receiving presents?
      I like both! I like giving because it makes me feel good inside. I get excited when I receive because I like new stuff :D


      Do you open presents Christmas morning or Christmas Eve?
      Uhm... I think I open them all on Christmas Eve, or right when it strikes midnight. That's just how we do it.

      Handmade Christmas cards or bought?
      I like both. It's the thought that counts. Of course, if it's bought, I'd like for it to have something handwritten so it's more personal.


      Favorite Christmas Film
      I don't know if I have one. I just like watching Christmas movies :)

      Favorite Christmas food
      Is there specific foods? Sugar cookies!!!


      Favorite Christmas Song
      Oh gosh, I have two. First is Last Christmas - this song is stuck in the my head. Well, just the beginning part that goes "Last Christmas, I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, I'll give it to someone special." That's all I know ;)

      The second song is Jingle Bell Rock. I heard it from Mean Girls movie and I just love it :)


      Favorite Christmas memory
      I don't know any specific memories. Well, I guess there's one. Last year, I got my very first toaster oven. It's the first appliance I've gotten. Also, a few years before that, my mom used her credit cards to buy me a lot of jackets. She really just wanted to give me and my brother everything, even if it put her in debt. I love you, Mom!

      That's all the questions for the tag! Let me know your answers in the comment below!

      Duo Review: Vampire Diaries

      The last two episode before the mid-season finale was intense! Is everyone caught up? Sorry my reviews are late, but here they are! Let me know what you think in the comments!

      Episode: We'll Always Have Bourbon Street


      -The sexy morning after with Damon and Elena was such a great start to the episode. They are so cute! It sucks that Elena seems like she really is sired to Damon. For once, I wish it was real.


      -Damon's face after confirming that Elena is sired to him was just so sad. I wish there was a way without him getting hurt. Why does he have to get hurt every time?


      -Stefan thinks his own brother is wrong for Elena. Is that just because he wants her for himself? Selfish intentions? I'm getting annoyed with Stefan.

      -Sometimes Caroline needs to mind her own business. She wasn't supposed to tell Elena she was sired to Damon!


      -Have I mentioned how I'm not a fan of the hybrids? They think they're so tough. Jerks.


      -So, the way to break the bond is to break their hearts. Really? Can this get any more cruel? Oh yeah, Damon having to do it to Elena!

      -I love the flashback scenes. Damon looks HOT! I love that even though he seems like the bad brother, in the flashbacks, he's the noble one. Anyone else notice that?!!


      -I thought Damon was going to make Elena hate him. But his vulnerability just makes Elena love him more. He won't do it. He's just not that great of a guy to let Elena go. Good thing though, I don't have to see him hurt too much.


      Episode: O Come, All Ye Faithful

      -I was right! Damon didn't let Elena go... Well, okay... He didn't let her go for another day. Eventually, he did the right thing. Boo... I mean, go Damon's honor! The hope on his face in the beginning while he was still debating his decision was just priceless. I wish he didn't have to get hurt.

      -Stefan thinks that Klaus's painting is a giant postmodern snowflake. Some people have no sense of art.


      -I don't mind Tyler being buried in concrete at all. I much prefer Klaus and Caroline as a pair.

      -Wow, even in a trance, Jeremy wants to kill Elena. That hunter curse goes too deep. It corrupts everything, even the unconscious.

      -Stefan almost going against an entire pack in which Tyler was alpha? Sometimes, Stefan is just SO irritating. Although, this episode highlights the reasons why I don't like Tyler.


      -I love how Damon is very nonchalant about threatening Professor Shady Pants three times in just a week.


      -As always, Phoebe Tonkin as Hailey is the same villain as she always is in the characters she play. She just doesn't speak as much. Can we get some variety here?


      -Caroline looked amazing in this episode. I also love how she tried to compel April, not knowing it won't work.

      -Klaus is brilliant. He notices when Caroline is being nice and being used as a distraction. I also love it when he says "Ripper" in his sexy British accent. And yes, thank you to the writers for Klaus's vulnerability. Joseph Morgan is such an amazing actor.

      -I hate Hailey. Klaus went crazy thanks to her. That's a lot to kill in one succession. Is it wrong to think of him as really sexy with all that blood covering him? What is wrong with me?!

      -It's amazing how Caroline didn't have to say anything, but Stefan still understood what she meant. Oh gosh. It wasn't Caroline's place to tell Stefan!! Damon pulled through, just a day late.

      -Seriously, April's loyalty to Rebekah is ridiculous. Why are the characters in this show becoming very irritating?

      -Finale moment! Klaus drowned Tyler's mother instead of eating her. And the song that was playing was "Merry Little Christmas"... WOW. E-P-I-C.

      Christmas Wish List

      I was thinking about and decided I will share my wish list for Christmas. Are you ready?

      1. I want MATT BOMER for Christmas, thank you very much.


      2. I want a DVD copy of THE HUNGER GAMES. Thrown in a poster in there, too.


      3. I don't really know what brand is good, but I want a high-end CAMERA so I can film my own short films :)


      4. I want a SEPHORA GIFT CARD. I will need a new tube/bottle of foundation soon.


      5. I would love some STEVE MADDEN shoes. Click the image if you'd like to order them for me online ;)
      In order from left to right: Wishes, Clarionn, Lleve, Realize. Size 6.5 or 7 :)

         

      6. I watched acoustic versions of three of the songs in this album and I was sold. Also, the new single out right now is so addicting! So, please, I want RED by Taylor Swift!