Lately

There are plenty of posts talking about fits, tantrums, stress, and tears. Today we are having a good day and I am choosing to cherish the moments of joy and laughter that we have. So here are some pictures that I took recently... thanks Jason for my new Nikon camera! It is amazing. 













Japanese BBQ @ Taman Desa

Two weeks ago , a day before father's day, we went to this unique and open air place for Japanese BBQ. I get to know this place from Barb, it's one of her hub's friend who operate this BBQ.

We didn't plan earlier, it's was a last minute things, since we also need to have dinner, we decide to hop by this place and try out the food.

We were there around 7pm, not very crowded, only few tables occupied, maybe it's located at a quiet place, not many people know this place yet.





it's an open air concept, the owner got the whole place to himself.





Mr. Seiji Fujimoto, the owner of the BBQ shop and he also own another restaurant too, Sanuki Udon, it's within the vicinity.


I had already try the food at Sanuki Udon last week, that will be in another post. :)





The stove with charcoal inside where we do our BBQ.

This is the cabbage and lamb pot, yummy!!




they have rice too, if you would like to have rice to go with the grill meat, it's chargable, RM3 per bowl.




meat, tongue, liver and vegetables, limited choice.



while waiting for the meat cooked, two of us camwhoring first. :)

Me and Barb.



waiting for the meat to cook.....



men are having beer and sake.


meat almost cooked.......



while we adults enjoy the dinner, my boys and Ashley and another small boy running around at the big place, having tons of fun.


the four hunks! hahahhahahha..


This is the address ~

Gerai Makanan Japanese BBQ
Centre Court, Plaza Faber
Jalan Dessa Jaya
Taman Desa, Off Jalan Klang Lama
58100 Kuala Lumpur

Open Tuesday - Sunday Off on Monday.

Birthday

My third birthday
This weekend was the big birthday. For a year now everyone has been saying, "wow, so you are about to join the club, about to hit the big 3-0, how does it feel?" In all honesty, I feel the same. Last year, however, I had a really rough time. I mostly attribute it to the fact that I had an 18 month old (special needs that I didn't know was special needs) and a 3 month old, postpartum depression and if I wasn't nursing or making a bottle I was cleaning poop of off everything including the occasional diaper. I was stuck at home covered in all kinds of bodily fluids remembering that not too long ago I was able to leave the house without someone kindly pointing out the spit up in my hair, poop on my shirt, pacifier clipped to my shorts, etc. I was free to browse grocery aisles without watching one child eye gouge the other, or knock off an entire row of cereal boxes as we passed by. I could wear earrings without having them ripped out and thrown across the room. It was the end of a decade; the decade that changed my life. I graduated from college, lived and worked on my own, got married, had two kids, made mistakes, made memories, learned some tough lessons and had some really really amazing times all in that decade. So, 29 was rough. This year, I felt much more ready to take on a new decade. Probably since the last couple of years have been so challenging I am completely ready for a change. Something new and if it only comes in the form of age, I will take it for now!

The night before my birthday we had dinner at my parents house. The kids played outside and pushed cars around the back yard. After Wren went to bed, Cruz and I went outside together to find daddy. Jason was unloading the kids stuff and reloading our stuff in the car for our weekend trip to Kansas City. It was my favorite time of the day, just after the sun has set and before it is completely dark. Everything seems to cast this warm soft glow. Darkness crept over the twilight and pretty soon the lightning bugs came out. In the distance, fireworks lit up in bright green. "Mama" Cruz smiled at me and signed for more. We stood there cheek to cheek and waited around to see if there was another. A couple of minutes later we heard the 'thump' and searched the sky until we saw the red firework explode and then sizzle down. So, we just plopped down on the driveway which was still warm from all of the sunshine that day. Cruz sat on my lap and we just waited in silence together. The night was still, the breeze was warm, the humidity was low. Closing my eyes, I felt as though I was somewhere else, somewhere by the ocean. The 'thump' and 'mamamamama' brought me back around to reality. We cheered and clapped our hands and Cruz smiled so big. Soon Mimi and Papa came out and sat beside us as well. I am sure that as cars passed by and people caught a glimpse of four people sitting in the driveway in the dark, they were confused, but it was so nice. Jason finally joined us and we all sat in a circle with Cruz on my lap. The conversation was only briefly paused by the nearby occasional firework. We sang twinkle twinkle and Cruz signed moon and star over and over. It was such a pleasant evening and reminded me of all of the summer evenings growing up. It was the perfect precursor to my birthday.

The rest of the weekend was steady balance between fun and restful. The kids stayed with Mimi and Papa and did really well for them. They were perfectly fine all weekend... til mommy came home. They have been making me pay for leaving them! It didn't help that the power went out at 5:30 Monday morning. So the sound machines got quiet and soon Cruz came bouncing in. He loves to steamroll all over me in bed, and lay on me nose to nose and say 'mamamamama' on repeat. Its one thing to wake up early on your own, its another to be awakened. So, no lights, no coffee, no television, no computer, of course no gluten, no nothing. The temperature slowing began to rise and that was the start to a very busy, very hectic week full of appointments and meetings, school, therapy, etc. It has been crazy already. Both kids have had multiple meltdowns for no real reasons, other than to subtly tell me not to leave town again. So I will cherish the still moments, especially the twilights together. So, here's to another year. Hopefully a year of miracles, breakthroughs, laughter, and peace.

Hope this pushes through...

I have a potential upcoming project that will be really exciting... Still in the works/negotiations...

I hope this pushes through!!!

I got severa l offers in the past but it just couldn't be done because of conflict of interest. But now, hoping for the best and praying that this project pushes through. Please pray for me?  It will change things! :) Let's just put it that way.

Avillion Admiral Cove @ Port Dickson

~ A backdated post ~

Remember i mention in my previous post saying i am taking a few days off just to company my mum, my nephew and my boys? We were going for a 2 days 1 night stay at PD, with my three brother in law's and family. This is my nephew first trip to Port Dickson and my mum's second. We are staying at Admiral Cove this time, since we are the member of Avillion, we get free room stay, although it is a school holidays, we still can utilise the voucher, this is the plus point.

Hubs and the brother, they ride their bike to Port Dickson, and i drove my mum and the kids, "tailing" behind my another brother in law's car and sister in law's car. It was a smooth journey, traffic was ok, we reached in Port Dickson in 1.5 hour time.



A very nice hotel, i just love the view!!!















this is our room, but the design...hmmmmm..a bit "unique"




there is a sofa...




flat tv screen hang up on the wall...




bathroom...





and there is a sink in the centre of the room, very convenient, but look a bit "funny" . :)


I love their air cond, especially on a hot hot day. Most of the hotel we stay, we always complain it is not cold enough, but definitely not this hotel!








yacht...

Kids just can't wait, quickly change and they want to go to the pool and swim! Not much picture to share, because i am in the pool with them too!! Most of the time, when we go holidays, it always the wrong timing (if you get what i mean, LOL), i don't get to swim. This time we all in the pool for 1.5 hours !!!


All the kids just reluctant to come out from the pool, we have to drag them out, because all of us are so hungry! Shower them, change and we off to the restaurant that we frequent dine in - Top Seafood.



Get the boys to pose for me at the lobby while waiting for others.



my cheeky boys and their cousin...



we are too big group, we got 12 adults and 8 kids so we have to seperate to two tables, one for adults one for kids.


Late dinner, by the time we finish dinner, it's almost 10pm, back to hotel and rest, i think the men they go for some drink. Kids all sleep early, and they can't wait for the next day.


sit on banana boat..........



and this "air head"! I had it last time, but not this time i didn't join them, i just stay at the beach, look after the things, and look after the kids with my sister in law.


We spent two hours plus at the beach, play with sands and swim in the sea and play some water sport, by the time we finish, it's almost time to check out. Have a quick shower, pack the bag, and we are time to leave. Short holidays, but we know the kids are having so much fun. Especially my nephew, got so many the "first time", a really good memory and experience for him.

The Adventures of TIN TIN

I remember reading HergĂ©'s "The Adventures of Tin Tin" growing up. That and Udzero's "Asterix". But I'd like to tell you about Tin Tin. I read the books and I watched the cartoons right after school on GMA 7. It was shown on cable later on. It was fantastic adventure show. He was a journalist but was sort of like a detective. It had an international feel to it! He'd go to all these different places in the world. 


Anyway, I got this a couple of years ago in National Book Store and it's awesome!!! Everything in one collection!!! :)




There's a Steven Spielberg produced movie coming soon!!! If you're a fan of Tin Tin, this is a MUST HAVE!!! It's a masterpiece!!! You know how Americans love Superhero Comics? Well, this a European comic and this is there thing!!! Check it out!!! If you like adventure, different cultures, espionage, suspense, mystery, and fun rolled into one, TINTIN will do it!!!

The Tree of Life (2011)



The Tree of Life (Terrence Malick, 2011)

Life is such a peculiar thing. It is regarded as the most precious of things by humanity. However, it is also the one thing that humanity shares with other creatures, from the tiniest bacteria to the largest whale. That exact same life that humans and the rest of nature partake in equal portions however becomes vastly differentiated with the sudden absence of it. For the rest of the universe, death is just an act of nature. For humanity, death is something else, something that dwells, something sacred, something spiritual, something religious.

“Was he bad? Where were you, to let a boy die, to let anything happen? Why should I be good, if you aren’t,” a boy asks God after witnessing another boy drown in a public swimming pool. The death of a fellow human elicits such a response from another human. It is as if a great injustice has been done by God. Death is treated as punishment instead and should only be merited when one has been evil.

Naturally, the initial emotion that The Tree of Life communicates is one brought about by death, grief. A mother opens her home to the news of her teenage son’s death. Moments of piercing silence, probably out of doubt or disbelief, ensue. Then she lets out a defeated wail, short-lived though as Malick immediately cuts to the next scene of the father who learns of the death of his son through a phone call. Sequences of grief follow: neighbours and friends attempting to placate the mother, the father wanting to grieve in privacy.

Fast-forward to several decades after, a man, seemingly aloof from his wife and the world, remembers the death of his brother. He lights a candle, apologizes to his father about something about his dead brother, and goes about his work-a-day life with evident distance. As these visualizations of grief, both fresh and carried over through the years, flicker onscreen, whispered prayers are heard. The mother looks up to the sky. “That’s where God lives,” she once told her son. The scene cuts to a cloud of light over darkness, the same image that begins and ends the film and recurs every so often. “Lord, why? Where were you? Did you know? Who are we to you? Answer me,” she pleads.

At that juncture, Malick tells the story of the universe, from when it was just nebulous formations of light and darkness up to the appearance of life. Awe is an overwhelming emotion derived from a position of subordination. The images that Malick conjures in non-stop fashion are ones that can only elicit awe. From something as epic as galaxies being formed to something as minuscule as the moment a sperm enters an egg, the images are always sublime and powerful. In the midst of such breadth and brilliance, everything else, even death and grief, seems insignificant.

“Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth,” quoted by Malick from the book of Job, could be God’s response to the mother’s chain of questions. Religion has trained humanity to regard itself as the center of the universe, but the history of the universe, it seems, points out to the exact opposite: that humanity is but a dot in the journey from beginning to end.

Malick goes back from mapping the formation of the universe to mapping the evolution of a man, from the time when the father and mother fell in love, to his birth, to the early stages of his maturity. Told in fragments instead of a linear narrative, the film takes the shape of a montage of memories kept that inevitably molds adulthood. It is also a medley of emotions that ground the experience back to familiarity. A boy looks jealously of his baby brother. The father plays a few notes of his piano to accompany his son who is strumming his guitar as the older son enviously looks from afar. A boy throws a piece of lingerie to the river because of the guilt of an emerging sexuality. A son wishes for the death of his father. The same son imagines his mother flying in the air, an angel.

Malick explores the supposed opposing concepts of nature and grace. Ostensibly, the father, strict and dictatorial in the rearing of his children and the management of his household, represents the path of nature. On the other hand, the mother, kind, gentle, and immaculate, represents the path of grace. Childhood becomes the setting of these clashing forces. The boy struggles from innocence to worldliness, treading the path to nature. “I’m as bad as you are. I’m more like you than her,” the son tells his father.

To absorb these characters are mere symbols of some cosmic tug-of-war between nature and grace is to belittle the complexities of their humanity, which Malick laid down with such meticulousness that it can only come from somewhere intimate and personal. The father, the mother, the three children, all fall from grace, rebound, and just exist notwithstanding the greater forces that lord over the universe. It is that innate ability to exist and the knowledge of existence that separates humanity from the universe. In a way, that ability and knowledge allows humanity to distance itself from the evolution of the universe and create for itself a history of its own choosing, a beginning of its own choosing, and an end of its own choosing.

To exist is to choose. Rather than representations of a philosophical notion, the characters exist, deciding to jump from domination, such as when death results in a collapse of faith, to acceptance, such as when the father’s financial collapse brings all of them together to leave their perfect suburban home, and so on.

“I give him to you,” the mother whispers as she is caressed by angelic beings. Images of the dead son leaving their suburban house towards the horizon, of the adult eldest son seeing his father, mother, brothers, all in ageless form, converge in a beach teeming with people from memories both close and distant, of birth, of death, and of life mingle onscreen.

Grace, as Malick seems to elucidate, is neither the opposite of nature, nor an elementary appropriation of the mother’s maternal qualities, nor an adjunct of religion’s concept of morality. It is simply acceptance of the movement of the universe, that people die to form part of the story of the world, that humanity, despite its capacity to choose, can choose to be again part of the universe it has always attempted to sever itself from in its quest for dominance over creation. Grace is a moment of peace, that secluded smile the adult son lets off because of and despite the world.

The Tree of Life is a priceless work that is astoundingly majestic, sublimely spectacular, but never alienating. In its search for deeper truths, it positions itself not from the vantage point of a pompous philosopher, looking in from the outside, but as an everyman, looking out from the inside. In that sense, the film is far more generous than it looks. In its beautiful abstractions are fissures that allow for the entry of varying interpretations that are inevitable given the infinite number of disciplines, faith, and experiences that are around.

(Cross-published in Twitch.)

A fruitful day outing

It was a Saturday morning, i told my mum i am going to bring her to the biggest popular bookstore at IPC (Ikano Power Centre), since my mum want to look for some chinese book. We brought the kids together with us since during school holidays i didn't bring them go anywhere, except for the day before brought them to the bird park.


We had breakfast at Kluang Station, while having breakfast we heard loud noise from the concourse area, to our surprise, we saw a lot movie "characters" on stage and took pictures with everyone, i only realise they are having some movie carnival at the mall.

My boys and my nephew quickly finish their breakfast and hurry we went down.

Look how excited they are?





star wars and some other characters..



this is chipmunks i know. hahhahahhaha







After we spent almost three hours at the mall, we left, had late lunch at Kuchai Lama, then we went to this dessert shop, My Honeymoon, at Kuchai Lama branch, i heard so much about this place, but never been to, since my hub not a dessert person.


Too many choice, till we don't know what to choose, end up we are having this......


my mum order this "fu chok yee mai", taste so so only, i think our homemade one is a lot better.



the kids are sharing this mango snow ice. Nice and yummy. Good to have it on a hot day.



i am having this, don't know what it call, top with mango, and the bottom like some "flat noodles" but in cold, nice nice.


Brought my mum and nephew to Din Tai Fung for dinner, kids just enjoy the xiao long pao so so much, i can see my nephew enjoy himself so much this trip and so do my boys.